Through my life I've made some close friends, but over time, we've swayed away: moved, different interests, or just lost touch. I want to really soul search for a group of close friends. I would love to hang out with others and not be afraid to be myself. It's a hard goal for me, I'm usually very shy and reserved on the inside, though I try my hardest to speak up. I also get really nervous about hanging out with people (somewhat anti-social), but I always have a great time aftrwards. I'm past high school & college already, so I know this journey will be even harder now. But, I know there are others like me, that really need a girl friend in their life.