pathetic secret i'm finally admitting to myself. one of the underlying reasons i keep coming back to socal
Experience
I first saw him again at tramps.. kind of a let down. he didnt really interact with me, and even the first night he passingly said hey nice to meet you to me. wtf?! maybe he was too high hahah.
this time, at nocturnal wonderland. he made my heart flutter. talked to me, danced near me, CAME AND SAT WITH ME DURING A LIGHTSHOW<3 unfortunately J. was giving the show, so couldnt exactly cuddle up to Bananas :( also, asked him for a lightshow, but he never gave me one.. :/
going to escape. hopefully see him again too. and get the guts to make a move.
