It is probably the thing I have wanted the most my entire life. For as long as I have remembered I have wanted a big beautiful toy pirate ship but my parents never gave me one and discouraged me to buy one because they were expensive and uneccesary, and I no matter how much I have wanted one I could never buy one, because even now as an adult and a student it is not a wise choice to put your money on but I still want one with every fiber of my being. 

Update: 

So apparently my friends who knew how much I wanted one came together to buy me a ship for christmas this year!! I had no idea and one time when we were hanging out together we decided to break into the school's drama room and once there I discovered the huge present on the floor signed for me and I opened it and immeditetly started crying. I have never been so incredibly happy over a gift before, and it brings me to tears still to think of it and I am just so so happy and grateful of my friends. I love thems o much.